it's me gain

ok...I was trying to add a picture to this things and could not figure out how to do it...a little confusing...i should be writing a paper on Augustine..but here I am procrastinating as usual.
Life has been unusually peaceful and happy lately- a couple of silly guy related thoughts but no a big deal...it's a little bit scary to think that God may choose to "take away" what he has given me...if that happens, will i be able to say "blessed be your name?" i hope so...when the thing- or the person- i desire the most, it is not his will for me, I hope that my faith- when tested by fire, be able to prove its integrity. dang it! i wish i was a better calvinist!